׺°”˜`”°º× Crazy Holding On ׺°”˜`”°º×

Once there was a man who had an orange shirt.

Once there was a girl who went out dancing in a skirt.

Once there was a park they found they fed the frantic ducks.

Once there was a couple, happy, who couldn't believe their luck.

Once they went out dancing, and a candled dinner date.

Once early in the morning she surrendered to her fate.

Once he said "I love you" and she had to love him too.

Once they had a future, happy when one and one made two.

Now they are both lonely, now they live alone.

Now he has a cold and empty (tidy) hollow home.

Now she has a fountain, tears where once there was a heart.

Now he has decided that they really have to part.

Now that he has nothing, he feels he is complete.

Now that she can't dance again, her heart weighs down her feet.

Now he thinks about her, all the memories locked away.

Now he tries so hard to forget the happy laughing days.

Is she thinking of him still? Does she cry still, now and then?

Is she ever going to win back the man she loves again?

Is he glad it's over? Can he get on with his life?

Is he really so very certain she would have made a useless wife?

Given all the laughter, fun and sunny times they had.

Given all the heartache, lies and times he made her mad.

Given all the tears now, the loneliness and pain.

Given all the risks, would she do it all again?

Can he really say that he won't want her back one day?

Can he really like his life now better in this way?

Can he forget her face, the mess, the giggles and the love?

Can he find someone else to love him more than she could love?

If she really loved him, he said she'd let him go.

If he understood her feelings then he would know that it's not so.

If he were less stubborn, if she could care much less.

If they had never spoken there wouldn't be this sorry mess.

But time has taken prisoners, their lives are now entwined.

But even if they never meet again, the past is not left behind.

But can she start all over? Just forget him and move on?

But even if she can, will he be glad with what he's won?

Is that really what he wants, to never see her smiling face again?

Will it make him happy, will he live on without pain?

Will he be thinking of her, is he too proud to cry?

Will it wrench his heart in two if he sees her kiss another guy?

And can she forgive his faults, and accept him as he is.

She wants to have him back and say there's nothing to forgive.

He's told her that she's crazy, that he may never want her back.

She's told him that she loves him and though its a risk, she'll live with that.

She wants him to live with patience, to give him time to heal.

The past is not yet over and it's left a scar so real.

We don't choose who we can love, and love doesn't really die.

You can find it in your heart again, I love you, so please try.

Ah Beng 'Smart' Answers (^o^)

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Ah Beng bought a new mobile.
He sent a message to everyone from his Phone Book & Said,
'My Mobile No. Has changed.
Earlier it was Nokia 3310.. Now it is 6610'
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Ah Beng: I am so Proud, coz my son is in Medical College.
Friend: Really, what is he studying?
Ah Beng: No, he is not studying, they are Studying him.

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Ah Beng: Doctor, in my dreams, I play football Every night.
DR: Take this tablet, you will be ok.
Ah Beng: Can I take tomorrow, tonight is final game.

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Ah Beng: If I die, will u remarry?
Wife: No! I'll stay with my sister. But if I die. Will u remarry?
Ah Beng: No, I'll also stay with your sister.

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Ah Beng: People consider me as a 'GOD'
Wife: How do you know??
Ah Beng: When I went to the Park today, everybody said,
Oh GOD! U have come again.

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Ah Beng complained to the police: 'Sir, all items are missing,
Except the TV in my house....'
Police: 'How the thief did not take TV?'
Ah Beng : 'I was watching TV news...'

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Ah Beng comes back 2 his car & find a note saying
'Parking Fine'
He Writes a note and sticks it to a pole 'Thanks for Complement.'

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How do you recognize Ah Beng in School?
He is the one who erases the notes from the book
When the teacher erases the board.

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Once Ah Beng was walking he had a glove on one hand
And not on other.
So the man asked him why he did so.. He replied that
The weather forecast
Announced that on one hand it would be cold and on
The other hand it would be hot.

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Ah Beng in a bar and his cellular phone rings. He
Picks it up and says 'Hello, how did you know I was here?'

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Ah Beng: Why are all these people running?
Man - This is a race, the winner will get the cup
Ah Beng - If only the winner will get the cup, why others running?

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Teacher: 'I killed a person' convert this sentence
Into future tense
Ah Beng: The future tense is 'U will go to jail'

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Ah Beng told his servant: 'Go and water the plants!'
Servant: 'It's already raining.'
Ah Beng: 'So what? Take an umbrella and go.'

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A man asked Ah Beng why Ahmad Badawi goes walking
In the Evening and not in the morning Ah Beng replied Ahmad Badawi is PM Not AM

Monday Blue

Today,
monday again like always
It's kinda boring to life being like this, Hime-Sama
which i always dream life my life would have lots of excitement & amusing stuff going on
or maybe i have read too much jap-manga & day dreaming
being in fantasy world with atashi ouji-sama desu.
perhaps is really impossible.
coz, believing, Hope, miracle & true love
only existed in fantasy world.
maybe what i wish for, really doesnt existed or
Is just the world i live in is reality worlds which
doesnt exist such thing like as happily ever after.
na~,
i think i shud keep on day dreaming, until the very end.
without wishing for Hope, miracle & true love
will ever happen will do ler~
But then again, friendship really does existed in this world.
atashi hontoni, happy desu for knowing her as my friend.
they always help me whenever i need them,
dakara atashi-desu just simply life my life as Hime-Sama until the very end ^^


Its TrueAll d water in d ocean could never sink a ship unles it gets inside.All d pressures of life can never hurt u unless u let them in

❤●•۰·۰•●❤ Does True Love Exist ❤●•۰·۰•●❤

Love is a drug
a hallucinogen that poisons the mind
under its influence, one could go mad
I once was a victim of love
I too worshiped its ecstasy
its surreal delusion of life
its supposed beauty
But reality strikes
love is only a prelude to pain
For "love" of a country, one goes to war
For "love" of another, people die
cry
hurt
and suffer
A person works hard - struggles even
to attain this remarkable thing called love
Only to be let down when they realize
that the illusion of love is short lived
Its consequences leaves scars that a lifetime
could never heal
I learned an important lesson from love
If you have to work so hard to keep something
it's not worth it
Love's perfection is like all wonderful things
to good to be true

❤❤ 26 ThInGs A SweEt GuY wOuLd Do ❤❤

1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.

2. Try to secretly smell your hair BUT you always notice.

3. Stick up for you but still be respectful of your independence.

4. Give you the remote control during the game.

5. Come up behind you, put his arms around you, squeeze you tightly against his chest, and whisper softly into your ear

6. Play with your hair.

7. His hands will always find yours.

8. Be cute when he really wants something.

9. Offer you plenty of massages.

10. Dance with you even if he feels like a dork.

11. Never run out of love.

12. Be funny, but knows when to be serious.

13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.

14......... Be patient when you take forever to get ready.

15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.

16. Smile a lot.

17. Plan a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally do just b/c he knows it means alot to you.

18. Appreciate you.

19. Help others out.

20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.

21......... Always give you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each other's company- even when friends are watching.

22. Sing even if he can't

23. Have a creative sense of humor.

24. Stare at you.

25. Call for no reason

26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs just b/c he loves you enough to quit!!

Ps: doubt so, that this kinda guys really does existed in this world~ (づ￣ ³￣)づ

Thermos Flask**

Ah Beng goes to a store and sees a shiny object.

Ah Beng : "What is that shiny object ?"
Salesgirl : "That is a thermos flask."
Ah Beng : "What does it do ?"
Salesgirl : "It keeps hot things hot and cold things cold"
Ah Beng : "I'll buy it"

The next day, Ah Beng goes to work with his thermos flask

Boss : "What is that shiny object ?"
Ah Beng : "It's a thermos flask."
Boss : "What does it do ?"
Ah Beng : "It keeps hot things hot and cold things cold"
Boss : "What do you have in it !?"
Ah Beng : "Two cups of coffee and one cup of ice cream"

私の最初愛........私の最初失恋

I waited for your love in hope,
That ours would come again,
And make me feel the things I felt,
When we were one, back then.

But time and distance have erased,
The things I wished anew,
And now I find myself alone,
Though I am here with you.

What good is love, that does not touch,
What good is love, that gives you pain.
What good is love, that makes you run,
And makes you lost out in the rain.

I traveled to another world,
Out far beyond the one we knew,
I thought that I could live again,
And now I find I'm back with you.

But what of hearts that beat as one,
And what of passion and embrace,

I never thought I would love someone like you
Never in my dreams that I would meet you
But then, as I travel in my life's journey
You walk into my life and I fall for you.

I never know how is it to be in love
Until that very special moment
You brought wonderful things in my life
You opened my eyes to see the beauty of love.

You are the one who taught me how to love sincerely
You showed me the way to your heart
You've taught me everything that I should know about love
I told myself, the story of my life is all about you.

You cared for me, and I really appreciate it
You showed me how to love unselfishly
But you never teach me the art of letting go
You never teach me the cure of hurting so much.

I thought my first love will be my last
I thought its you that I belong to
But now, what I once thought remains as thoughts
For you are now waiving goodbye.

All your smiles are for me
But now, its for somebody else's
Your stare so full of love
Its for someone's comfort.

The hug and kiss that I once have
Your heart once all mine
Now, they all belong to somebody
It hurts to know you are already gone.

Deep in me, I made a promise
I will never fall in love again
Unless its you, my first love,
My one and only...